Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Tarzan and Jane


                   I had a dream again. I guess my subconscious had a meeting and decided ‘movies’ as their theme. Because the days before, it was like the BLACK SWAN. Last night, I got the feeling of being in a shoot with Tarzan and Jane (and no, I wasn’t the damsel in distress, I felt like being Tarzan.. haha :D). Only, there were many people (who eventually died in the end), many complications, a lot of booby traps and even more snakes!
                It all started out in an immersion, the place was really far and beautiful; away from modern civilization. The kind of place where you’ll have to cross rivers and climb mountains. We were to stay with a tribe. I guess it took more than a day to get there ‘coz when we stop in a hut to rest for the night, there was a bar of signal left when I looked at my phone. I even recalled calling my mom and dad because I left something.
Photo from Google Images
                The next thing that happened was purely unexpected. We were all now dressed in tribal clothes. By tribal, I meant pieces of clothes here and there covering some parts of the body but still managing to reveal most of the skin. Quite sexy, really. Plus, I had no ‘excesses’. Haha :D not that it really mattered though, the me in the dream wasn’t really me. Literally! It was someone else posing as me. I mean, it was a different person but I got the distinct feeling it was me. And oh, this was the time I exhibited the cool dude’s character. Just like the typical hero, he got wounded on the earlier part but he made it out alive in the end.
                Or on second thought, maybe I didn’t turn out to be a dude. It’s just that during the second chapter of the dream, I was omniscient. I knew what the other characters in my dream were feeling. But it was quite limited, though. My awareness was centered on the two characters I’d like to call Tarzan and Jane. (Or maybe I was both Tarzan and Jane?)
                I’m just speculating here, but it seemed that the tribe we were supposed to immerse with got caught in a tribal war and the participants of the immersion were left with no choice but to fight for our survival as well.
                It all started with a light atmosphere. Everyone was joking around while trying to learn about the culture. At one point, Tarzan went out the other way, where the other tribe was. Jane was about to stop him when the chief said that there were some things we have to learn on our own. So the group let Tarzan continue. Jane thought nothing of it since the chief and the others were amused at Tarzan so Jane just let it pass thinking there must be a joke awaiting Tarzan.
                The next I knew, everyone was running across the forest. It seemed that the attack had began and the tribe was fleeing for dear life. We were advised to run, not to stop and always look ahead. The enemies had miniature arrows as bullets. Poisonous if I may say, since it only takes one to kill you. People were falling here and there. The rain of arrows only stopped once we passed the forest and came into an open field. Here, the enemies were the snakes.
                Now, the snakes attack in groups. You never know where they are. They only attack once and you get to be bitten only once. I mean, when you get bitten, you are sure to die in an instant. Apart from that, once the snakes strike, they freeze on their spots. They won’t move and they harden as if they are only staffs (remember Moses and his staff that turned into a snake? Just like that only in reverse.). 
                Now, in the field, there was a certain area where people of the other tribe were lined up in two columns. For some reason, despite the fact the field was huge, we had to pass between them. When we were about to step in, the men sprang up into action. They pointed their spears in our faces. There was a girl who said that she would be willing to stay behind but a man rose up and said she couldn’t possibly do it. So, the girl pushed the man away and into the pointed spears. Apparently, in order to pass, a life must be sacrificed. We were able to pass thanks to the man who unwillingly sacrificed his life.
                As soon as the last man from our tribe passed the last sentinel of the other tribe, the snakes attacked. All the members of the other tribe was bitten. So was half of our men. The patterns the snakes made were beautiful. (Apparently, the camera man in my dream was brilliant. He showed me an aerial view and the snakes in a circular pattern with their rigid bodies and people at the center were just amazing).
                Anyway, back to the running, the miniature arrows and a whole lot of snakes. Running through the forest again. People were dying one after the other. The dream ended (‘coz I had to wake up) when Tarzan and Jane reaching the heart of the forest. The setting was beautiful if not for the circumstances with lakes and falls and different trees and flowers. Until the end, Tarzan and Jane were running. They thought that everything unpleasant had ended when they reached the lake. Once in the lake, the guardian of the place – a huge snake – awakened. This snake went after them (the chasing never stops). The dream ended with Tarzan and Jane’s retreating backs.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Pre-Valentines Swan


PHOTO NOT MINE. Credits to the one who actually made it. ;)
                I had a dream. A weird one, at that. It was sort of like the BLACK SWAN MOVIE with a prince, a white swan and a black swan. But in my dream, I started out as the white swan. When my ‘prince’ left me for another girl, I became the black one. No, I wasn’t evil, I just changed into a cooler version of me (Although I think it would have been MORE cooler – take note of the redundancy just so you know how much cooler it’d be – if I became evil; ^__________^  ).

                You must be asking what’s so weird about it. I mean, dreams are almost always weird; facts get distorted and the impossible becomes possible. Well, in the dream, there was a ballet and a song number. I don’t know about you, but ME? Doing BALLET? And SINGING? That is just outrageous… lol :D
             
   I don’t fully remember the song. But I got the impression that it was a spur-of –the-moment thing. Like the ones you see in Disney movies when the characters get so full of whatever it is that they are feeling that they suddenly burst out in songs. Know what I mean?

                Anyway, the first part of the song was about how much I loved, and how much I gave, and all the cheesy-ness that comes with being in love. It was about self-pity, really. But the second part was totally the reverse (and yes, this was the part I became the black swan). It went like…

♫ ♫ ♫ …When you’ll realize that it’s me you want,
that it’s me you need,
I will push you away
Even when you kneel in front of me
I won’t take you in
‘Coz I’ve already given you too many chances
You made a choice
And now I’ve decided…  ♫ ♫ ♫

                Whew! When I was still dreaming, I thought it was great. Seeing the words before me, I’m not so sure anymore.. haha :D

                Oh well, singing and dancing was never for me. As for song-writing… NAH!!   Better leave this to the professionals. tehee ;)

                I still don’t know why I dreamt this though. But I think it’s the coolest until the next time. I mean, every dream is always the coolest. Haha :D